Wednesday, July 12, 2006

How do you deal?

"Now cracks a noble heart.  Good night, sweet prince,

And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest."

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How do you deal with the passing of a young person?

One of my former students, Dave Magoon, has moved beyond our reach. 

He was only 24. 

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This evening one of my former teaching colleagues called me.  In a sad little voice, she described for me in detail the funeral. 

The crowds and the long waiting line.  Courtney Howard's angelic solo "The Lord Bless You."  Images of his classmates -- both from Hoover, and from college, and from medical school.  I wasn't able to make it home for the funeral, but I felt as if I had gotten a glimpse.

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I've heard from many of my friends in North Canton, Ohio.  Voices of grief and pain -- colleagues, friends, former students.  All trying to come to grips with hard fact, that someone with so much promise is gone.

These are the moments that you wish for answers.  There are none that make sense right now.  It's reassuring to see that even the writer of Job -- a biblical treatise on suffering and loss -- didn't try to offer easy answers to his friends.

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In spite of the overwhelming grief one feels, it's reassuring to see the powerful impact that one life can have in such a short time.
 
I shall always remember Dave's clear voice during literature discussions.  And I shall never forget his immense capacity for love. 
 
I'm glad Dave Magoon is remembered with such fondness and love.
 
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One of my former students sent me to an Online Guestbook, if you are interested in leaving some remarks to the Magoon family (I did, as have many other well wishers).

Saturday, July 1, 2006

Writing Retreat

If you've wondered recently whether Sir Knavely exists?

There he is -- looking up at me.

Such affection.  Ain't he cute?

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I'm packing up tomorrow morning.  Heading for San Diego to write the first draft of Bloody Ground

The dialogue, that is.  The story is actually written. 

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I don't think I'll have access to email.

That's not a bad thing.  Really.

That means my focus will be on getting the script done.

That's a good thing.  Really.

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I also have a real deadline. 

I'm staging the new play during the first two weeks in August.  Somewhere in Stark County.

That means there's a company of actors -- not cast yet -- who are depending on me to get the script done in time for them to read it.

That means I actually have to have the script finished when I leave San Diego. 

About two weeks from today.

Yikes.

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Wish me luck.

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Sir Knavely will be fine while I'm away.

Thank god for the couple next door who have two cats themselves -- one of which is a spitting image of Sir himself.  The two might be related.  Who knows?

Anyway.  No need to worry.  They'll watch Sir and make sure he's happy while I'm gone.

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I'm hosting a cookout when I get back.

I love the sense of community that emerges when you combine a group of people, a table, food, and drink during the evening hours.

The spirit that emerges comes from god, I think.

Communion -- the breaking of bread and the consumption of wine -- is such a fantastic metaphor.  Stories rely on it to build relationships.

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If you write to me, and I don't respond, it's not because I hate you.

I'm probably just not checking my email.

I'll respond when I get home.

Until then, warmest regards to you and yours.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

"World on Fire" music video worth seeing

A colleague just sent me an amazing music video link -- from Sarah McLachlan's Afterglow album:  "World on  Fire."

It's worth sitting through the 30-second commercial -- (smooth irony in the fact that this particular video opens with a commercial) -- in order to see the video.

The music video juxtaposes the value of the money spent to make the video with the value of what the money can do in the Third World.  If you long for social justice in the world -- take a look at "World on Fire."

Kudos also to Warren Buffett for his decision to join Melinda and Bill Gates -- increasing the power of their philanthropy.

Critics say that his actions may "energize the nonprofit sector and possibly spawn a new wave of philanthropy."

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Over the last three months, I've been working on the screenplay for a short film (25 minutes) that I intend to direct:  Goldfish.  Three former students have helped me create the story.

The film's logline:  A young woman risks her academic future by confronting her father with a choice he made when she was a child.

The completed first draft will be in my producer's hands by Friday.

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During the next few weeks, I will be living in San Diego, working with Myron Fink, the superb composer collaborating with me on the new American opera:  Bloody Ground

The play itself is actually written.  I did that over spring break in March.  Now, all I have to do -- as Hitchcock once said -- is add the dialogue.

Myron and his wife Bonnie have become dear friends of mine.  Myron and I have been working on this story since July 2003, when I finished the staged reading of Tale.

From July 1 - 15, Myron and I will eat, drink, and walk to the story of Thomas Jefferson's nephew Lilburne Lewis, who killed his wife's personal slave in a maddened rage on December 15, 1811.

The question haunting us is not whether or not Lewis did the crime.  That's an historical fact, along with the earthquake in Smithtown, KY, predicted by the great Indian Chief, Tecumseh, that interrupted it.

The real issue is this:  what drove Lilburne Lewis to commit such an horrific crime?

And that's the question our story answers.

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During the last part of July, I will be applying to film schools (to begin my studies in the fall of 2007), and submitting my tax forms.  Yes, I know.  I should have done it in April.  But that extension is so easy to get, and I'm so busy with school in April, and blah, blah, blah.

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On July 30, I will fly to Stark County, OH, to direct a staged reading of Bloody Ground, in one of the local theatres.  Dick Gotschall is producer -- Amanda Swinehart is stage manager.

Auditions:  August 1 - 3.  Evening rehearsals:  August 4 - 9.  Three performances:  August 10 - 12.

To do this, I intend to use the same company members I used to produce the staged reading of A Tale of Two Cities at the Canton Players Guild in July 2003.

Goal:  to have a completed, workable libretto at the end of the staged reading.  Then Myron can get to work

Oh, yes.  Chances are good that a certain Stark County Native, who has made a name for himself as an opera performer in Europe, will be previewing one of the songs from the opera on either Friday or Saturday's performance.  In addition, there will be a Gala before that show.  More details to follow.

A second staged reading is being planned for Los Angeles in the fall.

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In between the reading and the beginning of school, I'm planning to take a much-needed vacation.

How does that line go?  All work and no play makes Steve a dull boy.  Something like that.  Any ideas for a destination?  Someone suggested the Caribbean.

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I received a thoughtful response to my comments about Al Gore's film on global warming:  An Inconvenient Truth.  Since my reader is a scientist and businessman whom I deeply respect, I took the time to click on the links he sent me.  They were thought-provoking -- so I've included the letter and the links below, with the writer's permission.

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I think you may be a little premature in your enthusiasm for Al Gore's movie. The whole global warming concept is not a settled issue in the scientific world.
 
Several highly prestigious climatologists feel the idea is incorrect, but several other well known climatologists think it is correct.  As reported in the Wall Street Journal, a recent convention on the climate has scientists uncharacteristically at each other's throats -- intellectually speaking (02/18/06 - The Politically Incorrect Science Fair).
 
Al Gore is a politician and like most politicians that are on the outs, he wants a political comeback. I know that he presents this movie as being free from politics, however, anyone will tell you that Democrats are stronger on "global warming" than Republicans (see attached article on Al Gore and his future plans from the Wall Street Journal). 
 
I disagree that this is a great lecture by a great teacher. It may be effective but I think he commits the worst sin of a teacher -- that of dishonesty:  Presenting his opinions as facts by not including all the data, and misrepresenting the data he does present.  Any teacher of skill knows how this can be done. The result is that the "students" feel they have "learned The Truth," when in fact they have been exposed to skilled propaganda.
 
I spent some time researching this area because I was teaching it and I wanted to know the truth.  What I found out is that there are no real scientific facts that you can count on.
 
This is a very political issue, and people tend to be very emotional about it, thinking you are either a good or bad person depending on what you "believe" about global warming.  Even if you say it is unsettled, you are somehow a bad guy.  Regardless of how anyone feels emotionally, the facts are the facts and science is science and so far there is no real conclusion.
 
You can read in the newspaper about how this prestigious scientific body has determined conclusively that global warming is a fact only to read in a month how another equally prestigious scientific body has determined just the opposite.
 
There are politics in science just as there are in any profession, but this is still in the debate stage in the scientific community, and the evidence is not sufficient to change this hypothesis of global warming into a theory, much less a Law.  This is something that needs to be faced and reported accurately by both sides.
 
In short, it is a hypothesis that is unproven.  It might be correct, or it might be dead wrong.  But to say, as Al Gore does, that it is proven, is to mislead the gullible.
 
There is a lot of junk and misleading articles on the internet both for and against global warming.  Here are a few links to articles on global warming by reputable scientists (or about them) that will give some balance on this issue.  I have also referenced an article on Al Gore and his 2008 intentions.
 
If you go through the links I've included below, you will see that this is not a settled issue, and that Gore is oversimplifying and presenting only one side.  
 
Al Gore might be right, but "might" is not Science. 
 
 
http://www-eaps.mit.edu/faculty/lindzen.htm  (see the "publications", and "other publications" links)
 
 
 
 
I recently saw an BBC interview with Richard Feynman, the Nobel Prize physicist. He made the comment that because of the success of science we now have many pseudo-sciences and "authorities" who claim to be giving us irrefutable facts just as scientists do.
 
But these facts have not been subjected to the same rigorous methods that true scientists use, and many people are being misled. This was back in the 1980's. Interesting and relevant to what we see today, not just with Al Gore and not just with one political party.
 
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Hi.  My name's Steve.  I'm a high school teacher.
 
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Yes, it's true.  After teaching seventh grade for five years, I'm headed back to teaching high school.  And I'm reading a stack of books to prepare for my new teaching schedule this fall:  four preps, as opposed to the one I've had for the past five years. 
 
The really good news -- and no one seems surprised at this -- is that teaching high school fits me.
 
But in order to be thoroughly prepared for the fall (AP Lit is one of my classes) teaching schedule, I'm reading several hours per day -- both primary and secondary sources.  It's a pleasure, and it gets my head out of my own writing -- clearing the palette, as a wine connoisseur would say. 
 
I'm diving into books I haven't touched for years, and some that I've never read:  King Lear and Othello (Shakespeare), The Sun Also Rises (Hemingway), The Bluest Eye (Morrison), Frankenstein (Shelley), The Canterbury Tales (Chaucer), A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man (Joyce), Midiq Alley (Mahfouz), Wit (Edson), The Bell Jar and Ariel (Plath), Sense and Sensibility and Emma (Austen), Introduction to Poetry (Ed. DeRouche), and A Tale of Two Cities (Dickens).
 
Yeah.  I don't think I'll be lacking for reading material this summer.
 
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Last Thursday, I saw the dress rehearsal of the Charlens Repertory Company's Hamlet.  A friend of mine, Chuck Harlander, played Laertes in Al Charlens' minimalist production.
 
I'm eager to see what they do with King Lear (I'm seeing the invited dress this Thursday evening) -- especially since I'm teaching it this year (Al Charlens is playing Lear).
 
I'm not going to review the show here -- the LA Weekly took care of that.  Check it out.  Dorie Stage at the Complex, 6476 Santa Monica Blvd., Hlywd.; Fri.-Sat., 8 p.m.; Sun., 3 p.m.; thru April 3. (818) 357-7754.
 

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Boston Legal

Night.   The balcony outside Denny Crane's office.  Lights of Boston.

 

Crane reflects.  Stares over his glass of whiskey at the streets below.  He's just admitted in court to taking a drug NOT approved by the FDA -- in order to ward off his risk for Altzheimers.

 

A police siren is heard.  Crane's friend, Alan Shore, joins Crane.

 

SHORE:  That drug you’re taking is an amphetamine, with a dangerously high potential for abuse and addiction.

 

CRANE:  And the shrinks are doling it out like candy.

 

SHORE:  It might make you feel more acute.  You’ll no doubt work like a demon.  But certain pleasures will be gone.

 

CRANE:  Like?

 

SHORE:  Perhaps fishing.  Perhaps sitting in a chair enjoying a football game.  Standing on a balcony, appreciating the quiet joy of a friendship.  There’s more to life than recognizing faces, Denny.

 

CRANE:  You prefer me in my fog?

 

SHORE:  I prefer you.  Your perspective.  Your humor.  The acceptance and humility which perhaps can only come with age.  I prefer you.

 

CRANE:  I’ve stopped taking the drug.  I kind of like my fog too.  There’s a certain license that goes with it.  Plus, I’ve said this before, and I’ll say it again.  The answers in life – you don’t find them here (points to head).  First, you look to God.  And then –

 

SHORE:  Fox News.

 

CRANE:  Damn right (shakes his head).  You Democrats.

 

SHORE:  You Republicans.

Monday, May 29, 2006

An Inconvenient Truth opens BIG

Eat your heart out, Michael Moore.  Stand aside and let a real teacher show you how it's done.

Al Gore. 

Teacher of the Year. 

Classroom:  The World. 

The film:  An Inconvenient Truth.  It's the best 80-minute lecture I've ever heard. 

And, incidentally, a very fine documentary. 

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No, it didn't change my life -- no movie has ever done that -- but it certainly made me think.

And it helped me understand the crisis of global warming.

It made me mad that the same type of spinmeisters who said in the 60s and 70s that you can't be sure that cigarette smoking will kill you ... have successfully convinced you that global warming is kind of a theory.

Actually, it's a fact.

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Did I mention that Al Gore is a really fine teacher?

That this film is his bully pulpit?

That he's been to the desert, and found his heart?

Our Arclight Theatre Emcee said:  "Introducing the man who would be king, and by god, I wish he was!" 

I belive that this message is the reason Al Gore was born -- to be the evangelist who explains the imminent danger to our planet called Global Warming.

He lays it out in terms that even a first-grader can understand.

Want more information?  Check out www.climatecrisis.com.

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If you want proof that Gore's film is going to flatten the box office competition -- which means you'd better go see it for yourself so you don't sound ignorant when people talk about it -- check out the excerpt below from Daily Variety

The good guys may have finally produced a documentary for the masses.

Remember. You.  Read it here.  First.

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During the second highest grossing Memorial Day frame ever, Al Gore's environmental docu "An Inconvenient Truth" also set several records, doing boffo biz in limited release.

"Truth" grossed a fantastic $365,787 at just four theaters in New York and L.A.; its $70,585 per play gross over three days is the highest average take for any pic this year, the highest average for any pic over Memorial Day weekend and the highest-ever average for a documentary.

Cume since its Wednesday opening is $489,336.

Paramount Classics will expand the heavily hyped Al Gore starrer to between 60 and 75 theaters in the top 10 markets next frame and continue to widen it throughout June.

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After my last blog entry, Drew Hatter, a friend of mine, sent me the following message:

Interesting, just saw a documentary on Thomas Edison last night. While the combustion engine was being refined into a mass producable consumer product in the automobile package Edisonwas experimenting with electric storage for use in cars.

He was not only experimenting, he invented a way to store enough electricity to drive a car some distance at about the speed combustion engines at the time were driving them.

When they showed a picture of the storage device Edison came up with (a simple bay of about twelve 12 volt batteries) next to a picture of the latest in electric storage devices for cars, they were identical. We have made no progress in storing electricity portably for the purposes of propelling an automobile in 100 years.

Phenomenal.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Crooked House

Yea.  I have arrived to tell thee a tale ... all the way from the century that produced Shakespeare, King James, and Queen Elizabeth I.

Okay, not really.

But wearing a costume for a day as part of my job wasn't the most boring thing I've ever done.

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For the past few months, I've encouraged my students to bring their favorite books to me to read.

I read them, and respond to them in class.

One of my students recently lent me a copy of Agatha Christie's Crooked House (1949).

Remember the old line from Mother Goose?

There was a crooked man, and he walked a crooked mile.
He found a crooked sixpence against a crooked stile.
He bought a crooked cat, which caught a crooked mouse.
And they all lived together in a little crooked house.

It's a good story -- I went for breakfast to the 50s Cafe on Santa Monica today and zipped through the entire book.  Thought I'd share a paragraph or so on this blog.

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"What are murderers like?  Some of them" -- a faint rather melancholy smile showed on his face -- "have been thoroughly nice chaps."

I think I looked a little startled.

"Oh yes, they have," he said.  "Nice ordinary fellows like you and me -- or like that chap who went out just now -- Roger Leonides.  Murder, you see, is an amateur crime.  I'm speaking of course of the kind of murder you have in mind -- not gangster stuff.  One feels, very often, as though these nice ordinary chaps had been overtaken, as it were, by murder, almost accidentally.  They've been in a tight place, or they've wanted something very badly, money or a woman -- and they've killed to get it.  The brake that operates with most of us doesn't operate with them.

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More than one friend has strongly urged me to see the new documentary, An Inconvenient Truth.  Both said precisely the same thing to me:  "This movie has changed my life."

So I went online and checked it out.  I thought I'd share a paragraph from The New York Observer's Joseph Conason:

Indeed, Mr. Gore became a safe, easy target for every Republican politician and every right-wing commentator, who brandished Earth in the Balance as if it were The Communist Manifesto. “This is a book written by an extremist, and it's filled with extremism …. He wants to do away with the automobile as we know it today,” complained Jim Nicholson, then the Republican national chairman (and now the Secretary of Veterans Affairs). What was once the most controversial recommendation in Mr. Gore's book-phasing out that infernal combustion engine- is today the official objective of the Bush administration.

 

And, of course, the same hacks who shrieked back then about the damage this radical change would inflict on the American economy would surely praise President Bush for his farsighted leadership.

 

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I was talking to John Fohner -- a close friend of mine for 20 years -- about the situation.  He made an interesting suggestion:  "President Bush should form a new Manhattan Project.  Its mission could be to create an alternative to the internal combustion engine."

Wow!  Now that could restore Bush's standing in the polls.

Oh, wait.  That would take real leadership.

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On another subject...

If you like Cabernet Sauvignon, you might want to check out the Lapis Luna offering found at Whole Foods (2001 California). 

It's smooth -- "black cherry and earthy flavors with hints of oak."  The friend who shared a bottle with me tonight was impressed -- and she has excellent taste.  It's a real find.  Best of all, it's inexpensive.  Notice.  I didn't say cheap

And remember, you first read about it here.

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House Arrest really does work.  I emailed my revision of The French Inquisitor to my co-writer on Wednesday. 

Now he can feel guilty for awhile.

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I'm using this weekend to finish laying down the story for Crushed Gold, a short film I intend to direct this summer.

I'm hoping to have a five-minute pitch ready to share with my producer by Tuesday.

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On Monday evening, May 14, I went to see my cousin Linford Detweiler's band, Over the Rhine, in concert.

For about two hours, from 10 - 12 PM, about 250 people stood on the dance floor of the Knitting Factory in the middle of Hollywood, listening carefully to this unbelieveable band.

Karin's voice has really matured -- rich and luscious.  The music is powerful.  The band was tight.  Awesome.

The crowd was coolly dispassionate.  They stood there, individually or in groups.  Each seemed an island unto themselves, surrounded by an invisible wall.  No one touched or pushed each other.  Very civil.

Yet they were generous with their applause.  They kept pulling the band out for encores at the end.  The last song was the most intimate, and powerful.

I was able to see Linford and Karin briefly afterwards.  And the next morning, I had breakfast with Linford at the Best Western hotel in the Hollywood Hills.

You think you're the only one going through stuff.  You think you must be the only one who's had to make the transition from living within a conservative, religious family -- to living within the real world.

And then you find out that you're not alone.  It was a powerful moment for me.

Thanks, Linford, for being real.

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I've just discovered Grey's Anatomy.  And Carnivale.

Isn't DVD wonderful?

Sunday, May 21, 2006

House Arrest

Yup.  That's Sir Knavely. 

He wasn't in the mood to model.  Kept mumbling about this gig not being in his contract. 

Too dang bad, buddy.

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The last two weekends, I've put myself on house arrest. 

I took a cue from my co-writer, who did the same thing when he couldn't seem to find the time to get the writing done.

It works pretty well.  I'm now on page 75 of this draft of The French Inquisitor

Sometimes I just need to cut myself off from my social life -- and unfortunately, this time around, that's included church (Sorry, PMC!) -- because otherwise, I'll never get around to getting my work done.

There are just too many things to do in Los Angeles -- if you don't stay focused.

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To deepen my understanding for another story I'm writing -- call it research -- I zipped through two television shows over the last month.

First, theentire first season of Desperate Housewives

What a great show:  strong characters, a potboiler mystery, real problems.  I recommend it.  You can find the first season on DVD.

Finally, the first season of Entourage

Interesting to see my world from another angle:  an actor's rise through the pitfalls and personal drama called Hollywood (a state of mind, not a physical location).

I'm hooked.

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I was talking to one of my close friends today, and I finally figured something out that's been bugging me for a year.

I haven't been able to understand why I get so annoyed by liberals.  And then I realized what it is.  It isn't liberals, per se, who annoy me.  I take some pretty liberal positions, myself.  What annoys me most is unrealistic idealism.

I'm essentially a pragmatic person.  I don't like to do something, nor do I believe in something, unless it's practical.  Fighting for hopeless causes are, in my opinion, a waste of time.  I don't like wasting time.  Thus, I don't argue for causes that I know are impossible to fulfill.

Does this make me a cynic?  No, I believe in going after my dreams, and I am.  But I'm not going after dreams that are guaranteed to be a waste of time.

It's one of the reasons I like the Homer Wells character in John Irving's The Cider House Rules.  It goes with my Mennonite background, I think.  To be of use to society.

If I fight for a cause, I plan carefully first.  There should be a chance of winning.  Gambling against impossible odds is not my cup of tea.